Today I want to share with you the experience of my awakening. How everything happened to me, how I felt, what I saw, why did it happen.
Since my very young age, I knew that there was more than just this physical world. That’s why I was always interested in spirituality and life in general. During the lockdown, I had a lot of time and took the opportunity to dive more into spirituality. When I was looking to the videos of these spiritual leaders or reading their books, I absorbed it. It was a very strange feeling, it was like, the information didn’t go to my head, but into my soul. I have a very critical mind, but this time it was special. Everything seemed so true that I just accepted it, it was very natural.
So after this, I started to practice some meditation techniques like just concentrating on your breath, concentrate on everything that you hear, smell, … listening to some mantras, etc Every time I was meditating, I felt like I was one step closer to something, it was very weird. After 2 weeks of daily meditation, I started to have headaches, but they weren’t normal headaches. I don’t know to explain it , they were “pleasant” headaches and I also started to wake up at hours like 3-4 AM, full of energy. I knew that something special was happening.
I became more and more conscious. One day, I was walking in nature and I felt like reality exploded into 1 million pieces, it was like a new world was born. I could see the beauty of the flowers and the trees. The beauty of every little creature on this planet, I thought that I lost it. I thought that the next day, this feeling will disappear, but no, it’s still there. The more conscious, the more the minutes, the hours, the days are flying away. It’s crazy, I blink my eyes and poof it’s already 8 PM.
After this, I knew why I came into this world and started this blog. It all happened very naturally.
I don’t know how to describe it and I think you can’t describe experiences like that. You have to experience it on your own.